Well, yesh I finally feel more mentally stable the past few days. Seriously. Though I do have a fair share of emo moments. Esp in class. I hate WAWA. Damn Her. I wish she's just Fuck off.
Ok now not to spoil my cute mood. Seriously.
Ok, I just realised I used Cute again on my blog. Like WTF.
Ok, now for the serious, not serious, things. Something like that lah.
Yesh, you see, I was in a state of extreme panic when W said he wanted to meet me one on one. At city hall. Lemme just say I was panicking alot. Walking around in circles @ tampanis MRT nearby till sercurity come find me. Still panicking, so I called onee-chan and while on phone still walking round circles. Like WTF, now that I flashed back.
Ya, I was really really super panic cuz its like W is asking me out. <3. Not for a date but still. AHHHH!!!! <3
>.<
Ya ya, then well, I went over to city hall to meet him. And then we we walked over to clark quay. Well, you see, he was pondering, whether to go talk over pudding, or tea. Central Pudding was, I seriously mean, Was awesome. WAS WAS WAS, I just have to let specify past tense. XD
Yesh, it was Awesome.
He said somewhere got nice tea oso, but never had much of a liking for most teas. XD
Green tea is still the best. XD
Well, in the end, he somehow persuaded me to have dessert at this awesome I dunno what name restaurant by the sea. He said it was on him, so I did not have to pay, but I noes how expensive the food there is. >.<
Feels bad. Not XD. lol I ish evil. >.<
Oh yah, its sg river not a sea. T_T
Sea woulds be awesome.
Ya, anyways the atmosphere was awesome. Candle Lit, out door, awesome breeze, awesome air. Yesh, perfectly awesome for a date. I wished I had wore better clothes that day. T_T
Skirts would have been awesome. Not too short. XD
Ok back to topic. >.<
Side track,
Saw awesome skirt @ one of the dunno what shops at city hall, $26 XD.
Back to topic. Yesh. XD
<3
Yesh, awesome atmosphere.
Ok, then then he presented me the awesome menu. You see, there was so many awesome things at awesome prices. All the deserts were the same price except for 2 which are more ex, but not really my taste. Sweet sweet for me, not bitter sweet, though I dun mind XD. Sweet sweet owns, awesome. XD <3
then then
XD
ok We went in to see the desserts live. Everything was technically glowing.
Everything was just plain awesome. And I mean it. I really should have wore better cloths. My wardrobe sucks. XD
Ok, now now, I was like out of my mind, as in, I dunno what to choose. Maybe, XD, I really dunno what was best.
So ended up I chose some Vanilla Pudding with chocolate and red color thing topping.
I pudding was just pure awesome, it just melts in your mouth the moment it goes in, and become like like like errr, milky, thick milk. XD
And the taste blend with chocolate, ah~~~~ estatic. I never had anything like that since sec 2. Austraillia. XD
Well well, ya, the we started talking. I was about his break up. Well, I gave him advise, and well, it didn't work out well at the start. Soon after, I actually manage to cheer him up. Telling him recent happenings in my life, random topics such as a cute girl in my CCA. Well, I cannot deny that she is purely cute, cuz she is just too innocent and air headed. But ya, she's just too cute. Well, people who noe her, even girls will never not agree wif me. She's just adorable. I dunno, cute. Period.
But Guys should nvr try to touch her, she will kill them by accident. Honest.
Yesh, and well, my talk wif W was like awesome. He was just too cute, I dunno what to say. I was glad I managed to surpressed my desire to like like confess. XD Painful, but not as bad as how I think it would be.
Then then, he let me see some prediction he had from the temple. Well, did make some sense, cannot post it here though.
Then Then, today met him again. I'm so in luck.
Had dinner with him, talk alot. Then after that I spammed talking on phone with him. It was pure pure awesome.
Knowing I tend to fangirl or what so ever and ahh ahh and all when talking to him, I didn't go home until 12am plus plus. XD
Stay downstairs to talk to him.
Yesh it was just so lovely. Well, dream moments. Once again, I has successfully phailed on confess. >.<
Well, we talked alot alot of things. Then after that, he told me his horoscope. Then then, he actually said that it was similar to the one he had at the temple. Both possibly point at me as someone important, somehow. XD
<3
You noe, it was like so so tempting to confess.
>.<, but I phailed. XP
Yah, but I had alot alot of fun talking to him on the phone still. 2hours plus plus. XD
Now that he's starting to approach me for help, I can't stop here, I cannot.
I know I should not propose to him, but well, its like I can't let him die.
I have decided to help him through, supporting him from behind. Thats the best I can do. Its painful, but still enjoyable.
Note to self after re-reading what I typed:
I sound so intelligent, yet stupid. WTF
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Well, yesh I finally feel more mentally stable the past few days. Seriously. Though I do have a fair share of emo moments. Esp in class. I hate WAWA. Damn Her. I wish she's just Fuck off.
Ok now not to spoil my cute mood. Seriously.
Ok, I just realised I used Cute again on my blog. Like WTF.
Ok, now for the serious, not serious, things. Something like that lah.
Yesh, you see, I was in a state of extreme panic when W said he wanted to meet me one on one. At city hall. Lemme just say I was panicking alot. Walking around in circles @ tampanis MRT nearby till sercurity come find me. Still panicking, so I called onee-chan and while on phone still walking round circles. Like WTF, now that I flashed back.
Ya, I was really really super panic cuz its like W is asking me out. <3. Not for a date but still. AHHHH!!!! <3
>.<
Ya ya, then well, I went over to city hall to meet him. And then we we walked over to clark quay. Well, you see, he was pondering, whether to go talk over pudding, or tea. Central Pudding was, I seriously mean, Was awesome. WAS WAS WAS, I just have to let specify past tense. XD
Yesh, it was Awesome.
He said somewhere got nice tea oso, but never had much of a liking for most teas. XD
Green tea is still the best. XD
Well, in the end, he somehow persuaded me to have dessert at this awesome I dunno what name restaurant by the sea. He said it was on him, so I did not have to pay, but I noes how expensive the food there is. >.<
Feels bad. Not XD. lol I ish evil. >.<
Oh yah, its sg river not a sea. T_T
Sea woulds be awesome.
Ya, anyways the atmosphere was awesome. Candle Lit, out door, awesome breeze, awesome air. Yesh, perfectly awesome for a date. I wished I had wore better clothes that day. T_T
Skirts would have been awesome. Not too short. XD
Ok back to topic. >.<
Side track,
Saw awesome skirt @ one of the dunno what shops at city hall, $26 XD.
Back to topic. Yesh. XD
<3
Yesh, awesome atmosphere.
Ok, then then he presented me the awesome menu. You see, there was so many awesome things at awesome prices. All the deserts were the same price except for 2 which are more ex, but not really my taste. Sweet sweet for me, not bitter sweet, though I dun mind XD. Sweet sweet owns, awesome. XD <3
then then
XD
ok We went in to see the desserts live. Everything was technically glowing.
Everything was just plain awesome. And I mean it. I really should have wore better cloths. My wardrobe sucks. XD
Ok, now now, I was like out of my mind, as in, I dunno what to choose. Maybe, XD, I really dunno what was best.
So ended up I chose some Vanilla Pudding with chocolate and red color thing topping.
I pudding was just pure awesome, it just melts in your mouth the moment it goes in, and become like like like errr, milky, thick milk. XD
And the taste blend with chocolate, ah~~~~ estatic. I never had anything like that since sec 2. Austraillia. XD
Well well, ya, the we started talking. I was about his break up. Well, I gave him advise, and well, it didn't work out well at the start. Soon after, I actually manage to cheer him up. Telling him recent happenings in my life, random topics such as a cute girl in my CCA. Well, I cannot deny that she is purely cute, cuz she is just too innocent and air headed. But ya, she's just too cute. Well, people who noe her, even girls will never not agree wif me. She's just adorable. I dunno, cute. Period.
But Guys should nvr try to touch her, she will kill them by accident. Honest.
Yesh, and well, my talk wif W was like awesome. He was just too cute, I dunno what to say. I was glad I managed to surpressed my desire to like like confess. XD Painful, but not as bad as how I think it would be.
Then then, he let me see some prediction he had from the temple. Well, did make some sense, cannot post it here though.
Then Then, today met him again. I'm so in luck.
Had dinner with him, talk alot. Then after that I spammed talking on phone with him. It was pure pure awesome.
Knowing I tend to fangirl or what so ever and ahh ahh and all when talking to him, I didn't go home until 12am plus plus. XD
Stay downstairs to talk to him.
Yesh it was just so lovely. Well, dream moments. Once again, I has successfully phailed on confess. >.<
Well, we talked alot alot of things. Then after that, he told me his horoscope. Then then, he actually said that it was similar to the one he had at the temple. Both possibly point at me as someone important, somehow. XD
<3
You noe, it was like so so tempting to confess.
>.<, but I phailed. XP
Yah, but I had alot alot of fun talking to him on the phone still. 2hours plus plus. XD
Now that he's starting to approach me for help, I can't stop here, I cannot.
I know I should not propose to him, but well, its like I can't let him die.
I have decided to help him through, supporting him from behind. Thats the best I can do. Its painful, but still enjoyable.
Note to self after re-reading what I typed:
I sound so intelligent, yet stupid. WTF