Wednesday, July 15, 2009
I'm at it again
I dunno whats with me again. I think I was spacing out alot today. Alot as in alot.
I'm kinda losing myself.
The whole of last night, stoned in my bed.
This morn I didn't know it was morning even.
I feel so horrible. Seriously. I'm getting sick and tired of so many things. Having to be a man at time, some shit logic that I can never understand, but gotta act like I do and all.
I'm also getting very tired of my clothes, and I seriously wants some nice dresses and skirts and all.
Still I oso nid to train my voice, alot of training needed. Alot. Seriously alot.
And I still get fucking iritated when people start comparing about boobs and all, since I;m seriously flat, and I'm still very pissed at the fact that my fake boobs were said to feel flat by that guy.
I'm just so pissed about it.
And seriously, I sometimes think I'm losing myself, all so often. And all, I really feel so, seriously.
I think my emotions are sometimes getting out of hand, seriously.
And also, I think I might also be at my health limit, I think. I know now my Chii is just all screwed up. I dunnno is it my body, or just my concentration. Either way, it sucks.
Anbd It really gets to me I am flat. Seriously.
*[[ Bounded By Chains... ]]*
|1:14 AM|
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
I'm at it again
I dunno whats with me again. I think I was spacing out alot today. Alot as in alot.
I'm kinda losing myself.
The whole of last night, stoned in my bed.
This morn I didn't know it was morning even.
I feel so horrible. Seriously. I'm getting sick and tired of so many things. Having to be a man at time, some shit logic that I can never understand, but gotta act like I do and all.
I'm also getting very tired of my clothes, and I seriously wants some nice dresses and skirts and all.
Still I oso nid to train my voice, alot of training needed. Alot. Seriously alot.
And I still get fucking iritated when people start comparing about boobs and all, since I;m seriously flat, and I'm still very pissed at the fact that my fake boobs were said to feel flat by that guy.
I'm just so pissed about it.
And seriously, I sometimes think I'm losing myself, all so often. And all, I really feel so, seriously.
I think my emotions are sometimes getting out of hand, seriously.
And also, I think I might also be at my health limit, I think. I know now my Chii is just all screwed up. I dunnno is it my body, or just my concentration. Either way, it sucks.
Anbd It really gets to me I am flat. Seriously.
*[[ Bounded By Chains... ]]*
|1:14 AM|
kameyo
