Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Emoing
Yesterday was cosfest, shit happened and all. Yes.
not only physical but alot of mental.
Today, thx to yesterday, I not in vey good mood. Seriously.
Ya, have been trying to put up a cheerful front today, but ended up tiring myself mentally alot. Seriously.
It really gets to me that I am Flat and I need to loose weight. It really iritates me. Esp some guy made a few comments that really really pissed me off, though I shut my mouth about it.
First he said, when I hugged him, you chest feels flat still. Fuck it, I was seriously offended, cuz I already added paddings. At least I shud have a A cup, I think, at the very least.
Next he said, Eh, there's finally a girl taokaka cosplayer. That really really pissed me off. To the max. Was about to pick up something and chop him down. Seriously, I was freaking offended.
I know, I've got a penis down there and all and its starting to irritate me. Cuz I seriously can't wear the clothes I like. And I am seriously fed up about it. Seriously.
I know, money is also a big issue as well. Dammit. Dammit.
Damn.
Seriously, I super flat.
And Its getting to me about my hair. Needs some advice on it.
And ya, I'm getting very pissed about the fact that I am also fat. Why did that fucking fail Taokaka had to come and make me emo. Yes I am Fat, I know it, I nid to looose weight, fucking damn it. Had to really show me some contrast ah. And all the HJJ photogs flood her, why, cuz she has fucking boobs and no dick. Which really iritates me. Makes me feel so phails. Emotionally.
Lately I'm getting very fed up when peoples see me as a guy, seriously I'm getting pissed.
I am very pissed.
Stops here for now.
*[[ Bounded By Chains... ]]*
|1:36 AM|
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Emoing
Yesterday was cosfest, shit happened and all. Yes.
not only physical but alot of mental.
Today, thx to yesterday, I not in vey good mood. Seriously.
Ya, have been trying to put up a cheerful front today, but ended up tiring myself mentally alot. Seriously.
It really gets to me that I am Flat and I need to loose weight. It really iritates me. Esp some guy made a few comments that really really pissed me off, though I shut my mouth about it.
First he said, when I hugged him, you chest feels flat still. Fuck it, I was seriously offended, cuz I already added paddings. At least I shud have a A cup, I think, at the very least.
Next he said, Eh, there's finally a girl taokaka cosplayer. That really really pissed me off. To the max. Was about to pick up something and chop him down. Seriously, I was freaking offended.
I know, I've got a penis down there and all and its starting to irritate me. Cuz I seriously can't wear the clothes I like. And I am seriously fed up about it. Seriously.
I know, money is also a big issue as well. Dammit. Dammit.
Damn.
Seriously, I super flat.
And Its getting to me about my hair. Needs some advice on it.
And ya, I'm getting very pissed about the fact that I am also fat. Why did that fucking fail Taokaka had to come and make me emo. Yes I am Fat, I know it, I nid to looose weight, fucking damn it. Had to really show me some contrast ah. And all the HJJ photogs flood her, why, cuz she has fucking boobs and no dick. Which really iritates me. Makes me feel so phails. Emotionally.
Lately I'm getting very fed up when peoples see me as a guy, seriously I'm getting pissed.
I am very pissed.
Stops here for now.
*[[ Bounded By Chains... ]]*
|1:36 AM|
kameyo
