Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Still confused by myself
Personally, today was a pretty good day. Seriously. But still, its not perfect, almost.
Well, today was helping Sin with her project. Well, honestly, I felt quite useful, finally, I have to say. After quite alot of problems going on lately.
I know alot has been solved here and there, but I still feel limited, and sometimes quite helpless.
I really am glad that Sin got me invovled in her project, honestly. At least I could get myself working again. I was actually feeling all good and rather hyped up when working on it. Well, except that some words did trigger me to get a bit pissed, not anything Sin said, but Litchie. I can't really recall exactly what it was, but sure, I get him a few hundred hits. I had to vent my anger and jealously on something. WHY AM I FLAT....
Ok, now, well, why am I confused.
Yesh, I was in a happy happy jump jump mood, when I came home. Only to feel akward.
Went to wash up and then cooked up a Pizza, fixed up the internet and got back to helping Sin. And here, my Mom just had to go nag nag again. For some reason, I'm not in the mood for anything to go into my ear to begin with.
So no in, all out.
Ya, seriously. Then my sis started complaining to me about ou mom getting pissed and flairing up for no apparent reason again.
I know I did not really eact to that. I seriously am very confused by myself honestly. I feel weird, akward, but yah.
Anyways, back 2 the project-chan. >.<
*[[ Bounded By Chains... ]]*
|2:02 AM|
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Still confused by myself
Personally, today was a pretty good day. Seriously. But still, its not perfect, almost.
Well, today was helping Sin with her project. Well, honestly, I felt quite useful, finally, I have to say. After quite alot of problems going on lately.
I know alot has been solved here and there, but I still feel limited, and sometimes quite helpless.
I really am glad that Sin got me invovled in her project, honestly. At least I could get myself working again. I was actually feeling all good and rather hyped up when working on it. Well, except that some words did trigger me to get a bit pissed, not anything Sin said, but Litchie. I can't really recall exactly what it was, but sure, I get him a few hundred hits. I had to vent my anger and jealously on something. WHY AM I FLAT....
Ok, now, well, why am I confused.
Yesh, I was in a happy happy jump jump mood, when I came home. Only to feel akward.
Went to wash up and then cooked up a Pizza, fixed up the internet and got back to helping Sin. And here, my Mom just had to go nag nag again. For some reason, I'm not in the mood for anything to go into my ear to begin with.
So no in, all out.
Ya, seriously. Then my sis started complaining to me about ou mom getting pissed and flairing up for no apparent reason again.
I know I did not really eact to that. I seriously am very confused by myself honestly. I feel weird, akward, but yah.
Anyways, back 2 the project-chan. >.<
*[[ Bounded By Chains... ]]*
|2:02 AM|
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