Friday, June 12, 2009
Shopping
Well, this happens all so often, it seriously makes me feel so restricted and argh.
Well, seriously, I really need a window shopping session with people who can really accept my mindset and mental state as it is. Well, also, I think I can still survive without such a session. I don't die so easily.
Anyways, yes, its been getting to me for some time now. You see, everytime I walk into a shop, that sale girls clothes, I tend to feel like buying them, but then again... Money, my mom and my fucking useless piece of meat below.
Sometimes, I know, I can't buy them, but I still feel like wanting to comment and discuss it with someone. But usually, there's either a girl I can't trust around, or guys. Here you have it, all kept within myself. Ahhh... Seriously lah, it gets me freaking irritated.
Not to mention, online shopping. Seriously, I can spend hours and hours looking at clothes, but for me to buy it online, its impossible, almost. First, if anything gets shipped to my house, and my mom finds out its a dress, I'm dead. Seriously.
So all I can do is silently look at the clothes on screen and wear them in my mind.
At the moment, I've got a few girls stuff in my wardrobe, which I have to keep it away from my mom, if not....
Anyways, have plans to buy cloth and make myself clothes seriously. At least, if I have them, I can wear them at night while I lock myself in my room.
I seriously wish I can just wear a skirt in the open public and all, but well....
ps. read on if you don't mind reading some aweful shit and all, even I myself felt what I posted below was a little ehhh...
I know sometimes, a few people threaten me here and there to smash my balls, chop off my dick and all. Seriously, sometimes it would be better off if they actually do it.
At least easier for me to tell my mom I want a sex change. Seriously.
All these years, the only benefit my dick has ever given me was the ability to use the urinal, nothing else. In fact, I find it getting in the way most of the time. For some weird reason, my dick sometimes get rock hard in the middle of presentations, or when I am talking to guys, esp some really hawt ones. Sometimes it randomly just harden up which seriously iritates me.
I know the other day someone was talking about binding boobs and all, with duct tape and whatever crap. Then when she said like taping the dick backwards and all, to try to tell the guys how much it hurts, I don't really feel very affected. Cuz actually I fucking tape my useless dick backwards everytime during important events, cuz it does nothing but gets in the way.
*[[ Bounded By Chains... ]]*
|11:58 PM|
Friday, June 12, 2009
Shopping
Well, this happens all so often, it seriously makes me feel so restricted and argh.
Well, seriously, I really need a window shopping session with people who can really accept my mindset and mental state as it is. Well, also, I think I can still survive without such a session. I don't die so easily.
Anyways, yes, its been getting to me for some time now. You see, everytime I walk into a shop, that sale girls clothes, I tend to feel like buying them, but then again... Money, my mom and my fucking useless piece of meat below.
Sometimes, I know, I can't buy them, but I still feel like wanting to comment and discuss it with someone. But usually, there's either a girl I can't trust around, or guys. Here you have it, all kept within myself. Ahhh... Seriously lah, it gets me freaking irritated.
Not to mention, online shopping. Seriously, I can spend hours and hours looking at clothes, but for me to buy it online, its impossible, almost. First, if anything gets shipped to my house, and my mom finds out its a dress, I'm dead. Seriously.
So all I can do is silently look at the clothes on screen and wear them in my mind.
At the moment, I've got a few girls stuff in my wardrobe, which I have to keep it away from my mom, if not....
Anyways, have plans to buy cloth and make myself clothes seriously. At least, if I have them, I can wear them at night while I lock myself in my room.
I seriously wish I can just wear a skirt in the open public and all, but well....
ps. read on if you don't mind reading some aweful shit and all, even I myself felt what I posted below was a little ehhh...
I know sometimes, a few people threaten me here and there to smash my balls, chop off my dick and all. Seriously, sometimes it would be better off if they actually do it.
At least easier for me to tell my mom I want a sex change. Seriously.
All these years, the only benefit my dick has ever given me was the ability to use the urinal, nothing else. In fact, I find it getting in the way most of the time. For some weird reason, my dick sometimes get rock hard in the middle of presentations, or when I am talking to guys, esp some really hawt ones. Sometimes it randomly just harden up which seriously iritates me.
I know the other day someone was talking about binding boobs and all, with duct tape and whatever crap. Then when she said like taping the dick backwards and all, to try to tell the guys how much it hurts, I don't really feel very affected. Cuz actually I fucking tape my useless dick backwards everytime during important events, cuz it does nothing but gets in the way.
*[[ Bounded By Chains... ]]*
|11:58 PM|
kameyo
