Friday, June 12, 2009
Posting again
Finally, I ripped out another shit of this fairytale thing, that has been bothing me for a while.
Anyways, I don't really know myself, where should I be starting, there's too much, yet so little on my mind. Like I probably said it quite a bit, I'm freaking confused.
Yes yes, I know that I myself have many many many masks. Seriously alot of masks. Sometimes, I feel I'm a completely differant person to differant people, yet I always feel deep inside, there are things that remain the same, yet sometimes, I feel so uncomfortable with what ever remains inside when I'm putting on some other mask. Seriously, it gets on my nerves.
All this time, rarely, do I feel relieved, as I contradict myself. My morals and goals, or thats what I think they are known as. I seek the truth, yet I am clueless and I fear it.
I look in the mirror sometimes, and question myself, why am I such, why am I so useless at times, I don't understand myself anymore.
Anyways, I think I can't bring myself to post too much on my blog for now. I don't feel so secure yet, well, areas and thoughts I never posted before.
I don't noe, but I feel I do have some crazy and stupid thoughts off my head right now, but I'm not ready to rack it all out from my confused mind. Not yet, but soon, I hope.
*[[ Bounded By Chains... ]]*
|4:15 AM|
Friday, June 12, 2009
Posting again
Finally, I ripped out another shit of this fairytale thing, that has been bothing me for a while.
Anyways, I don't really know myself, where should I be starting, there's too much, yet so little on my mind. Like I probably said it quite a bit, I'm freaking confused.
Yes yes, I know that I myself have many many many masks. Seriously alot of masks. Sometimes, I feel I'm a completely differant person to differant people, yet I always feel deep inside, there are things that remain the same, yet sometimes, I feel so uncomfortable with what ever remains inside when I'm putting on some other mask. Seriously, it gets on my nerves.
All this time, rarely, do I feel relieved, as I contradict myself. My morals and goals, or thats what I think they are known as. I seek the truth, yet I am clueless and I fear it.
I look in the mirror sometimes, and question myself, why am I such, why am I so useless at times, I don't understand myself anymore.
Anyways, I think I can't bring myself to post too much on my blog for now. I don't feel so secure yet, well, areas and thoughts I never posted before.
I don't noe, but I feel I do have some crazy and stupid thoughts off my head right now, but I'm not ready to rack it all out from my confused mind. Not yet, but soon, I hope.
*[[ Bounded By Chains... ]]*
|4:15 AM|
kameyo
